A Sayōnara

Sayōnara means good bye in Japanese

A word you say at the time you leave or left 

A word with sadness and happiness 

Sayōnara 

It will become a word with sadness for me

41 days left before a "sayonara' is come, when you leave

41 days before I miss you so much

I will not see you  with my own eyes

I will not hear your voice with my own ear

I will not can do that any more for periods i don't know how long it will take

Maybe it will only take months? Years?

Or maybe the time will never come 

Will be the day you'll leave is the time I can do all of that thing?

I hate that day!

But you said, you are waiting forward on that day so much

You missed your country, your family, and your normal life so much

That fact is hurt me when you tell it

I still want you to leave here

But I have no brave to said

And maybe, even though I'll say it

I'm sure nothing's gonna change

I'm no body

I'm just a secret admirer of you

Who fell in love with you with all things in you

I will miss your childish action

I will miss your 'nom, nom, nom' word

I will miss your bright smile

I will miss your laugh

I will miss you playing the bagpipe

I will miss for waiting you to come with your green helmet and your morning greeting

I will miss it all

I will miss your presence so much