Being 20 :)

Happy birthday my self....:D
*Maaf kalau narsis ya...hehehe... 
Yup, i've been 20 this day. 20 years was  living in this world. 20 years already..:)
Many thing happened so fast. It's feel awesome when i realized i am 20 years old now...Huuuuu... I'm a woman now...hehehhehe... Not a 'girl' anymore..:D
20 years old....In Indonesian, it means i've been 'kepala dua'.. But, it doesnt mean i have two head yaw..hehhehe.. It's A terms in Indonesian language to describe age of 20ies..
20 years old?? What have i done along my lifetime? What have i reached until this time? Have i got my childhood's dreams?? And the most important are, HAVE I KNOW MY SELF? HAVE I KNOW MY DESTINY? HAVE I FOUND MY CALLIN'? HAVE I KNOW MY GOD? So many things to asked to my self.  
20 years old. Nothing change yet. Even in number, 20 years old is good enough to called as an adult, but for me i still a child. For me become an adult means being mature. But my self is a childish one. No wisdom in act. No commitment in responsibility. No trust in words. And so many things less in my self.
20 years old wish....

  1. Hope this day become my turning point day. I want to leave all of my childish characters. I want to be come a mature woman, not an old woman. 
  2. More vision, more mission, and more acts. Not only dreaming, but act. 
  3. Be a commit woman. Be a responsible woman. Be a strong woman.
  4. Be a woman of Christ. Keep your distance close with your God. Dont walk too far. Dont walk too fast. He know the best for you, and Keep faith in Him. Back to Him, and you will see, He is still there to waiting for you..:)
  5. Be a patient one. Be a trusted bestfriend. Be a sensitive one. Dont be too apatist. Many person is need your present in their life. Maybe little thing they need in you, but little doesnt mean nothing. Doesnt mean useless..
  6. Have more passion. Search and search. Never waiting for the ball to come to you. But search and chase the ball. And you will never left behind.
  7. Never say 'give up'...A fail is stair to your success. You will never reach your success, if you never face fail. Failed doesnt mean ended, but it asked you to find new door. 
Hope this is not only become a useless handwriting. This is one of the way you pray. 
This is one of your commitment.
ganbatte!! You can do it. Ask His guidiance. Ask His present. Open your heart, your mind and your soul. Invite Him to come to your life. No need to waiting, he will soon to fill your life.
God bless and cheer up......:D

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