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Yeah, the 4th semester was over.... Welcome 5th semester.. Be friend with me, please..:D Even no enhancement for this semester (also for the last 2 semesters), but with no doubt, no need to regret.  It means you need to study harder Beth...:D... You need more effort... You need more concentration... You need more focus.. You need more wisdom to rearrange your schedule... You need more time to have a personal time with God... You need more willing to do all of your tasks seriously... And you need more things to increase your grade for the next semester... 5th semester... It will definitely more harder... More responsible to face... More tasks to do... But less time you have to handle it all... Be more wise... Be more sensitive... Be more commited... Welcome 5th semester... Welcome new term... Ganbatte!!!! And God be with me...:D

Yeah, finally one of my dream has came true !!! I've reach Mahameru, the highest point in Java at 3676 mAsl. That was really a funtastic and an amazing experience i ever had. Thank God for Your guidance and the strength You gave us....:D Awalnya kita yang ingin berangkat itu ada 9 orang, yaitu aku, Mona, Rasti, Tika, Hilman, Andri, Bang Tanowa, Welderson sama Johannes. Kita udah ngerencanainnya kira-kira 2 minggu sebelum berangkat. Mula-mula nge- post di wall facebook dan twitter dengan mention-mention nama mereka, sampe akhirnya bikin grup sendiri biar gak dianggap terlalu gembor-gembor sama teman di facebook.. hahahhaa.. Namun pada kenyataannya, hanya bertujuh aja yang jadi berangkat, kecuali Johannes dan Welderson. Lagian dari awal udah ditanyain, kapan bisa pada fix berangkat, biar semua bisa ngatur waktu juga, terutama Tika dan Rasti yang mau ambil tiket pulang ke Jakarta. Lha Jo dan Wel yang duluan jawab, 17 Juni subuh. Nyatanya, mereka berdua yang gak bisa, minta diu...

Diriku dan khayalan dalam kenyataan Kini kualami satu masa indah dalam tidurku Kita pun bermesraan saling mengikat janji Seolah diriku dan kamu bagai sepasang kekasih Mungkinkah dirimu cinta kepadaku Seperti mimpi-mimpi yang s'lalu datang dalam tidurku Inikah kenyataan apabila tidurku Seolah diriku dan kamu bagai sepasang kekasih Bagaimana bisa kau hadir di mimpiku Padahal tak sedetik pun kurindu dirimu Saat berjumpa dan kau menyapa Indah parasmu hangatkan suasana Buatku tak percaya, mimpi indahku jadi nyata Saat sendiri jalani hari Bayang-bayangmu selalu menghampiri Dan aku pun mengerti apa maunya hati ini Kasih Maaf bila aku jatuh cinta Maaf bila saja ku suka saat kau ada yang punya Haruskah kupendam rasa ini saja? Ataukah kuteruskan saja? Hingga kau meninggalkannya, dan kita bersama Akankah ada kesempatan untuk diriku menyatakan rasa yang selama ini ada? Hey kau yang berdiri disana Tahukah ku disini penuh tanya Mengapa begitu sempurna Hingga detak jantungku Berdebar-debar d...

Happy birthday my self....:D *Maaf kalau narsis ya...hehehe...  Yup, i've been 20 this day. 20 years was  living in this world. 20 years already..:) Many thing happened so fast. It's feel awesome when i realized i am 20 years old now...Huuuuu... I'm a woman now...hehehhehe... Not a 'girl' anymore..:D 20 years old....In Indonesian, it means i've been 'kepala dua'.. But, it doesnt mean i have two head yaw..hehhehe.. It's A terms in Indonesian language to describe age of 20ies.. 20 years old?? What have i done along my lifetime? What have i reached until this time? Have i got my childhood's dreams?? And the most important are, HAVE I KNOW MY SELF? HAVE I KNOW MY DESTINY? HAVE I FOUND MY CALLIN'? HAVE I KNOW MY GOD? So many things to asked to my self.   20 years old. Nothing change yet. Even in number, 20 years old is good enough to called as an adult, but for me i still a child. For me become an adult means being mature. But my self...

Pasti udah pada gak asing lagi dengan istilah di atas, ya kan? Pasti juga pernah, atau bahkan sering melakukannya..??? :P KEPO atau diakronimkan 'Knowing Every Particular Object' adalah istilah anak muda sekarang untuk nge-stalking-in (menguntit, tapi dalam hal ini gak nguntit kayak penguntit2 biasanya loh. Tapi lebih ke mencari tahu segala sesuatu tentang si 'korban kepo' dengan banyak cara) seseorang yang menarik perhatiannya (bukan cuma menarik karena suka atau cinta, tapi menarik perhatian dalam banyak hal, misal karena iri, kagum, dll). Sebenarnya sih istilah Kepo ini udah lama ada. Bukan sesuatu yang baru 'in' sekarang. Tapiiii...hahahhahaha Jadi, kenapa saya nulis ini??? Sebuah pertanyaan yang pasti udah banyak yang menduga. Yap, karena saya dan teman sekosan (sekamar bahkan pas asrama dulu hahahahah), yang bernama M***lisa, anak Math 2012 ITS, sedang gencar-gencarnya melakukan hal ini...hahhaha... Sudah banyak kali yah yang udah kita kepoin. Awalnya s...

It's been June already...:D...Time goes so fast.. So many things happened... And so many things were lost too..:(... It only 9 days left to have study in this 4th semester.. 4th semester?? I still dont believe i have walk this far.. It means i've been 2 years in Surabaya. I've been 2 years live outside my hometown. I've been 2 years life as a stranger in Surabaya. A Bataknese who life in city of Javanese people. Eventhough i've lived for 2 years, but it still difficult for me to have a good speak in Java. I only understand for what they said, but still cant speak as them..hahahha 2 years past.. And i hope, i will finish that for 2 years ahead. I wish i will get into new place for next 2 years. I want to have new experience, with new adventure for sure....heheheh ... I want to become a freewoman... I want to have many great experiences... I want to create many great moments along my life... For all of those lost things, sorry for that. It hard to accept, but wh...

Cekidot foto-foto kita..:D  Sindoro dan Sumbing  Gumpalan awan yang seolah-olah berseru ,"Mari lompat!"  Anggota tim kita : Tika, gue, Karas, Kak Tetra  Awannya browww PUNCAK!!!!! Merapi!!! Eidelweis...Belum mekar tapinya..:(  Merapi brow...  Theunion pasti dibawa..:D