KaRaKiRiKoRoRo

I never wanted to love you I never chose to love you For God put this love in my heart to love you Love for no reason I have no special reason to love you But, for the love God put in me I love you as my brother I love you as my bestfriend I can't say how much i love you It's not a love as a lover But my love is a love as a sister to my brother Love as a best-bestfriend Sorry to make you uncomfort  for my behaviour toward you Sorry to trouble you until this time Feel so sorry for every mistakes i've never realize But thank you so much for every kindness of yours Thank you for every time you call me with : 'ITO' Simple word, but it really makes me happy for everytime you call me with that word Thank you for this friendship ITO May God bless us for now and then I love you as i love my brother :) :)

December 17th 2014, 14 days to go before the year of 2014 is over. Less than 15 days before the deadline of my Final Assignment's draft collecting. And it's only about 1 month left before i know my 'fate' here in Teknik Lingkungan ITS Surabaya, as a college student. Hectic? Yes!!! Superb!!! It feels like the time run so fast, leave me behind with so many task to do. Feel fear? I won't say i have no fear to face it all. I fear of failure. I fear i can't face the next test well. But, for feel worry??? BIG NO!! Because, I need no worry for Jesus is walk in my side. No worry, because i know my Jesus has bigger plans fo my future. No worry, because i know my Jesus is BIGGER than all of my worries. I put my trust in Him. I put my dreams, my hope, my ambition, my worries, and everything i have in Him. Three days ago, in Christmas Celebration of the GBKP's youth, i heard a song by Corrinne May, 'Five Loaves and Two Fishes'. It is a song about trusti...