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As a christian, we have no exception for the hardness of life..But we have reason to stand.Hope in Christ..

Masuk gerbang-Nya bersyukur Dengan penuh pujian Bersuka di hadirat-Nya Mari besarkan agung nama-Nya Puji Dia tiuplah sangkakala Musik dan tarian Semua makhluk di bumi di surga Dengan seg'nap hati naikkan pujian Reff: S'bab Tuhan baik S'bab Tuhan baik S'bab Tuhan baik Anug'rah-Nya kekal selamanya(2x) Yesus Kristus Allah Tuhanku Pencipta s'galanya Datang sujud di hadapan-Nya Angkat tangan-mu naikkan pujian Because God is so good..:) The song's lyric above is one of my favorite song ever..I first heard that song, when i was in 10 grade of SHS when we made a visit in to an orphanage  near of my dormitory in North Sumatera..This song was sang by a  blind girl with her band, that consisted of very blessed talented disable boys..A very blessed experience i ever had.. Eventhough they were born as disable boys/girls, i found soul of winner in them..With all of their limitness, they could sing this song like a perfect man..There was no any sadness in t...

Honestly, i hate to love others...Even if it is a love of friendship, love between boy and girl, or other kind of love.. I hate to be in love, because i'm a  very sensitive one.. It feel too hurt, if someone i loved do something, even a very simple thing, in a way that i never ever expected. It feel hurt at the time they go away from my life. I'm too scare of loosing them from my life..I dont want them to leave me alone.. Yes i'm selfish..I dont want if they are taken from my life.. So it'll be better if i never loving them. It'll be better just to know them.. It feel to hurt, when i realize i love them so much...:'(

Sssssss.... Even i just got added sleeping time for 1 hour, it really uncomfort sleep. How come? Because in 1 hour i got scariest dream i ever had..It really felt like stop my heart beating. At the sametime my heart beating felt faster too... Huuuuuuu... But fortunately, i woke up..And the dream stopped, with unending story.. Hope the dream won't continue in my next sleeping time.. I just want to have a nice sleep.. Not a scary sleep.. Brrrrrrrrr.....0.o

Hmmm..Its been 3 months after my last writing..Whereas so many things happened..The almost 6 hours flight pending..The funny moments in dormitory with my brothers and sisters of Yasop..My family Theunion 5th birthday..A great vacation to Goa Cina beach..And others experiences along the holiday..But the lazyness made me had no willing to write it all on this blog..No experience share yet for this 3 months..The studying process in my college was got rest, my blog too..hahha... But maybe, i'll start to write down it all in 1st week of college.. Because i'll still have much time of free before the serious study time is start..hahahha.. Hope so..And i'll not forget to do that later..hahhaha... And with one condition which i will start at the time and for the next, next time.. I will write down it all in English..Even my English in a bad mark, i dont care.. Learn by excercise.. Hahhaha... Ganbatte !!!!! *\^o^/*